78. Lew kicked it shut again. 
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...without feeling the urge to vomit...
Just in case you were wondering...  (And just in case you were  reading...)   I am not  in any way upset with you.  You have done nothing  wrong.  I am  the immature one.  I am  the one who can't rein-in the bullshit.   And you can be damn sure that I will never  stand in your way.  I never have; I never will.   (Although, I think you have a few lousy habits.  And, one day, I may even grill you on their worth.)   From you, I expect great things.   (And, one day, I hope to be great enough in my own right so that the above statement carries a certain degree of weight.)   Still,  I think you aim too low,  but,  I barely know you,  so,  that is entirely conjecture.   I do this —  It's nothing new —  Putting the likes of you  up on a pedestal.   It's really fucked up.  It doesn't do anyone a lick of good.   But that's learned behavior for you.  (Unless it's conditioned behavior for you.)   And, to be perfectly frank would require putting it in truly pathetic terms. I...